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Funkarella

Wow - I'm in a major funk this afternoon.

The weather is frightful - windy and stormy and raining like crazy.

I went and had lunch with Asia, which usually brightens any day, but for some reason this afternoon, I'm restless and discontent and cranky. My poor kids. They're really being troopers, 'cause Mom's checked out.

I don't know why this happens... it's that dark cloud I've talked about...

I find myself just wanting to put my head in my hands and close out the world. Take a LONG nap. Like three days long.

I'd like to blame it on the weather, or the long winter - but truth is, I get like this in the summer too - so that's totally not it.

It's just my ugly funky monster, rearing it's stupid head.

Makes me tired.
Really tired.

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  1. Anonymous8:55 AM

    Joined you in the funk - couldn't even read blogs...good to know that it is so exhausting to be in a funk. I watched Pride and Prejudice in the middle of the day and ate bread and coffee all day. Must join the land of the living today, off to a grade 6 musical with Kez as a bookworm....see ya - love ya more.

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