This one's just for Kelly...
So, I was doing pretty well managing my emotions. I kept telling people that I had processed a lot of my grieving over Tejan's departure back in January - when we were so close to saying goodbye... and so that must be why I wasn't feeling overly emotional about it this time around. I hadn't shed any tears. Hadn't choked up in that strange, overwhelming way where I feel like my whole head is filling up with fluid and my throat is so constricted I'm just sure I'm going to die. Nope. I was doing just fine. And then I went out to dinner with some girlfriends. And while I was a little socially inept because I'm a kind of overwhelmed and not really wanting to talk too much lately (perhaps in subconscious fear that I might touch on a nerve that would cause my aforementioned steely resolve to crumble) I thought I got through the evening fairly well. I didn't tear up - or need tissue for any fluids defiantly leaking from my facial orifices... until I made the a...
Thank you for posting your picture! This reminds me of a photo I have of you and Asia in the house in San Jose. He was asleep, and you were smiling, as I recall.
ReplyDeleteI like the way you two look. You've grown up. You've sort of grown into your couple-ness, and you look very much like you belong together. You look very happy.
Oooh, I'm not Kelly, but I love this photo of the two of you!!
ReplyDeleteWell, I AM Kelly, but not the one the picture was for. Still, though, I yike it. It's really gorgeous, Cath.
ReplyDeletehey hey hot stuff. I'm talking about you!
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