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Here I am!

So.

It's a quiet morning here. The coffee is perking away in the kitchen and the tree lights are on. Kyler hasn't come upstairs yet. He's always my first riser... early bird that he is. I can hear him puttering downstairs.

I have never taken this long of a break from my blog - in almost five years of blogging.

It's a season for me.

A quiet season.

God is so good.

My internship at church is challenging me in just the ways I'd hoped it would... and I find myself needing time. Quiet. Private processing.

On this journey, I'm discovering more about myself... finding my heart opened to possibilities and learning to love God in new ways.

It's so good to stretch into God.

So while I'm quiet here, God continues His work in me... and perhaps I'll be able to articulate it sometime soon.

For now, I just need to be in a private place.

Smooches, friends.

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  1. How nice to have an update. Miss you

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  2. Thanks for sharing. I check regularly just to see if anything is new.
    Hugs

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  3. Ah Cathy....you motivate me. You give me a nudge. It's important to keep growing. Thank you.

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  4. good to grow~!

    Sue xo

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